I am, first and foremost, a Christian. I am also very conservative. I have been married just shy of forever and have 4 beautiful children and 1 grandchild, with another on the way. I blog in the hopes that something I am going through or have gone through, might give some insight to someone else wearing the same shoes. I am working with my husband to heal from his infidelities, I am working my butt off to shed the excess weight I am wearing and become fit, I am working on writing a book, I am overcoming my sexual hangups, I am trying to get closer to God, I am trying to be the best me that I can be. The me that God created me to be. I am flawed and I am forgiven. For that, I am eternally grateful.