It’s been a long time since I’ve been here. Things are the same, yet so very different. I was sure we were on the road to a great marriage. Now, I feel like we are sliding right back into the same old patterns. I love him. I love the way we were a year ago. I loved the way he loved me and made me feel important. Now, I feel as though he is right back to looking at me the way he always has. With a critical eye so that nothing I do is right or good enough.
I know. Boo hoo. Pity party for one.
I’m just at a loss. I’m sad, I’m lonely, I’m frustrated.