I know my last entry here was rather cryptic. For that, I apologize. I have been struggling with despairing of ever having the things I desire. Not always material things. Some emotional, some physical, some existential. I worry that I will never have the marriage I want. The relationship that I fantasize about with my … More I’ll Tell You What I Want, What I Really Really Want
Things are moving along. Life is settling into a pattern. I feel like we’re on the edge of something disastrous.